End of July

Today marks the end of July,
I'm suprised that i'm still alive,
With problems everywhere, i'm trying to survive,
Back to work now... Take care and good bye

Oh Wait, Remember my that girl with a lost Soul?
She's refreshed now, Took her 5 days what a goal!
Remember my floating soul is at the northen pole,
Still waiting for a heart of gold.

MACBOOK!!!

I love you mom! i really do... Especially when you decided to get me a MACBOOK! I hope you dont change your mind mom.. See how gorgeous this book is.. omggggggggggggggg

ps: Ignore the person holding it please.

Smart Play 101?

Okay okay... Here is the top 5 things i did this week.Some are good some aren't.

1. Just SMILE when you a do a mistake at work.

My point of view : WTF u want me to do? It's not that i can change what has already happened??
+ no stress
- no promotion


2. When in an arguement, just blab out everything you heard about him/her backstabing you.

My point of view: You !#$%^&* claiming i backstab you! lemar hear is this @#@#@ revenge isn't as sweet
+ release anger
- adds problem, posibility of losing friend.

3. BE sacarstic to your customers.

My point of view : If you wanna ask stupid questions you get stupid answers.
+ better mood, laughs
- customer complains, explanations

4. Eat alone more often

My point of view : Usually eating alone is so boring, after hanging out to much, u just wanna be alone!
+ no need to entertain people, time to think.
- friends think you are bossy / antisocial

5. Stay home more

my point of view : Bo kang tao, go home lor,clean room etc..
+ get new furnitures,more stuffs,closer to mom, save money, less smoke
- get fatter, turning to maid

Lost Soul

Recently, I've started catching up with my gaming sis. She is the one that takes good care for me when i travel to KL evertime without fail. (don't worry i still remember good ol'mike and others) She started telling me she recently just had a breakup with a long distance relationship she had with this guy, she really loved him, she really never expected he would want to end it. Now she is a lost soul searching for her life partner that she thought she once had.

Please lord, don't make me another victim of a lost soul for i really love him with all my heart,soul and life.

Blur

How blur can one get???

Blur case no.1 : Closing the car door while putting my face still in the way of the door and *SLAM*
OUCH!! It still hurts.. it had to hit exactly at the sharp end... Lucky it isn't bleeding.

Blur case no.2 : I've been using a Johovah's witnesses bible for month's and i didn't know until i showed my pastor last night. How blur can i get saying the same sentence for months "eh my version different from yours"

Blur case no.3 : It was 5am in the morning when i had to rush to the toilet. I opened the door walked and then paused after realising i've accidentally stepped on something. I turned around. I've stepped on the 1 thing in my whole life i'm afraid of. a Gecko!! It was facing legs upwards when i turn to see it then wrigled its way and it was back to it's own 4 feet again. I'm glad it was still alive but wtf it was still alive??? im not the lightest you know? I tried shooing it away but it didn't move. I went back into the room, the next morning, i opened the door and the gecko had moved to the right side of my bedroom door but still staring at me, it didnt move... I was too freaked out to touch it. i Jumped out of the room and rushed to work.FARK!
Does Gecko's have 9 lifes like cat too? Why is it staring at me till this morning?

According to Meng and Audrey , "it's seeking it's revenge on why i stepped it!"

ARghhhh!

Thank you

Isk..Isk... My special thanks to my friends and family. This whole week has been weird for me.

*Note: Some thanks are sacarsm but i hope no feelings yea? It's just a blog*

1: 1st Thanks goes out to Annie (the cookoo). Thanks for everything. You have been there when i needed someone the most. Thanks so much for understanding..

2: Thanks Uncle Meng...for all lar...

3 : Thanks Joe joe for the idea of the bling bling.. now i'm cracking my head finding ways to make money for it...

4 : Thanks to my boss.. Fucking my mood up every morning when i come to work. Every mistake i do in the past until today i still get fucked. 5 mins late for work also get scolded. Thanks you!

5: Thank you God for giving me the strenght and love i need.

6 : Thanks Damon Miller for offering to pay me commission for something i offered to help freely. Eventhough i didn't accept the offer, The thought counts.

7 : Thank you Batu Feringghi DVD uncle for opening the shop everytime i go there DVD shopping. Some more discounts :)

8 : Thank you Dr. Zovi Poey for dragging my health answer 3 months later. Making me more pek chek

9 : Thank you Ian for theTB.

10 : Thank you Dawn for telling me the storyline for OneTreeHill when i haven't watch it yet.. aiyo....

Dawn said... Yes, Chad Michael Murray is super good looking! The brunette girl is a bit werid tho, abit idiotic in the show. Apparently they were married and were recently divorced, but still have to act as a couple on screen. Hehe. Anyways Chad Michael Murray = HOT

Queer as Folk

Last night, Me,annie and Joe went to DVD-hunting at Batu Ferringghi. We were lucky enough when we arrived, the cops left and the stall was re-opening. Since i've already almost finished watching The L Word season 3 (compliments from annie), I wanted a new series to watch.

Choice 1: One Tree Hill (damn the actor is hot), Annie's statement :- "Watch dee lor, Good you want buy lar"

I didn't wanna get something i couldn't share to loan her and watch.. So i settled with second choice

Choice 2: Queer As Folk .. I haven't watched it, Annie hasn't watch it. Its a movie about Gays... HAhaha from a Lesbian series to a gay.. Wish me good luck staying straight...

Pirates of the Caribbean 2

So we decided to watch the Pirates of the Caribbean 2 : Dead man's chest, The tall (uncle Meng), The mini cookoo Annie, The ah liew and myself. If you are still deciding to watch the movie, I'd advise you to NOT continue reading.

The only tickets we managed to get 1 day before the movie was the 12.40am PREMIER CLASS tickets. Meng already hessitated to go but since we already bought the tickets, he gave in and came.

The movie was okay but I still prefered Part 1.The "monsters" in part 1 are classic. The monsters in part 2 were kinda okay too but part 1 still rocks. In part 2; Without Johnny Depp and that black witch doctor, The movie would kinda sux. There wasn't any ending so there still is a suspense and yes! there will be a part 3. Disney and thier continuations. Sigh!

I still feel though that this was better than Superman. Now i can't wait for Spiderman 3 to come out. Whooosh... Spiderman, spiderman, does whatever a spider can...

How the world see's it

Something i extracted from my e-mail. It's funny though. Let's see what i mean...

The german's see Zidane's head-butting life.. so this is what they saw live.

Ze'French

The Americans

La' Italiano

The Chinese

An e-mail

I just recieved an e-mail about what type of person you are with what alphabet your name begins with and what month you are born in.

After reading it through, this is my feedback.

Does your name begin with: J
You are blessed with a great deal of physical energy. When used for a good cause there is nothing to stop you, except maybe that they aren't always used for the good. (you could dance all night.) You respond to the thrill of the chase and the challenge of the mating game.You can carry on great romances in your head. At heart you are a roamer and need to set out on your own every so often. You will carry on long- distance relationships with ease. You are idealistic and need to believe in love. You have a need to be nurtured deep within.

Physical energy huh? I like. True to all the above.

MARCH
Attractive personality - I know i do
Affectionate - Yupz
Shy and reserved - Errr... I don't think so
Secretive - Not really
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic - True
Loves peace and serenity - Ohmmm...yups
Sensitive to others - Not always
Loves to serve others - I ain't no servant!
Not easily angered - Patience is a virtue...
Trustworthy - To certain people only.. beware!
Appreciative and returns kindness - hehe.. i try my best
Observant and assess others - last time lar.Nowadays give up hope d.
Revengeful - TOTALLY FALSE!
Loves to dream and fantasize - Good!I'm pieces of course!
Loves traveling - If i can afford to.
Loves attention - Wish it was from the people i want.
Hasty decisions in choosing partners - What do you think?
Loves home decors -Things i want,i can't afford.Things i got,lazy to decorate
Musically talented - at least i think i am.
Loves special things - Yes!
Moody - Eh which women don't PMS?

So there, ladies and gentlemen.. The true me.

Results

None~!!!!!

Instead of eliminating my last health problem, the Doctor couldn't give me an answer and added a new whole different problem for me.So now i'm stuck with 2 problems that is unresolved.I'm so depressed. I want to see my man, but he doesn't want to see me. I want to quit my job, but money don't allow me to do so.

Problem 1 : She said i need to be on medication for another 6 weeks and go without medicine another 6 weeks to see if my problem will still be there without medication. So now my next hospital appointment is 20 OCT 2006. That is soo stressfull. 3 more months of worrying, suffering, wasting money..

Problem 2 : The Doctor also discovered i had a fungal infection. WTF???!?!?! i asked her she said "it's common, lots of people have it, just needs medication to cure in no time" This time i had no comments. No strengh to even let go a "sigh!". What i don't understand is i don't see any infection..

So basically, this tent my soul is living in isn't at the healthiest and happiest this season. A sick body and heart. Love-sick and Health-sick. It ain't funny.

My man messaged me on the 11th saying" Hi how did your checkup go?" it made me feel he still cares for me but does he still love me? Or is he caring as only a friend? When i told him it was the next day and asked if i should call him to let him know the results, no reply. :( Well can't ask too much from a person soo fast.

Missing my man - Part II

Who,What,where,when,How?
It's been 1 week. I'm turning crazy. I'm really missing my man right now. Why doesn't he call? Yea i know i promised to give him space but doesn't he miss me? Am i not good enough for him. I want to hear his voice soo badly but i keep it to myself. A promise is a promise. I turn to my prayers everynight.
When will it all be better? When will i see my man again? When will he call? Will he still want me? How can i make it better? Who am i to turn to? What is to become of me...
We look soo happy together...Am i asking too much for happiness?

What a morning...

10.07.06 *Monday Blues*

1. Woke up, bluring, rush to check the scores.
2. 1-1 on 90 mins and 5-3 on Penalty
3. Italy won!!! whoot whoot!!
4. Had my breakfast, went into car and *poof* suddenly it rains heavily. Reaches office.
5. Early morning and i get to see this GIF file of Zidane made me laugh non stop.
6. Zidane = moody iron head from Shaolin Temple.

Missing my man.

Here i am on the 5th day not hearing my man's voice.....

Shit annie Stopping me from blogging. She said my RM5 is up. i have to give up Jude now thanks to her
Tenacious D and her wanting me to concerntrate on Chor tai Di...Sigh...to be continued.......

ps: amy is back

Blogthings

Hmm...so i was bored. Can't blame me for being bored man.. I went thru a few quiz. The few things i "found" out about myself.

When i did the "what goddess are you?" quiz. I became strong... hmm.. that was something i didnt know.

You Are Artemis!

Brave, and a natural born leader. You're willing to fight for what you believe in... And willing to make tough decisions. Don't forget - the people around you have ideas too!

hahahha..Am i that hard headed? But i do fight for what i believe in..Too much i feel.
Then i found out my hidden talent... Which i already knew i had..Is it called hidden then?

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people. You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together. Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly. People crave your praise and complements.

except for the part people craving thingie. And if you are wondering if im normal, apparently im 50% normal. damn i was hoping to be more weird.

You Are 50% Normal

While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

hmmm...*runs and try more quiz* Backs..Proud to say im..

You are 87% Pisces

=) HAHAHHAHAHAH!!! MY pornstar name was "Marta de Moaner" walao...i don't moan that much lar!

Eh this is too much! i should be bitchy-er lar.

You Are 35% Bitchy

You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts. Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them!

Hahha and im buffy!! Vampires don't come near me..

You Are Buffy the Vampire Slayer

"We saved the world. I say we have to party."

walao... OMG!! VIG it's all your fault! I shouldn't have even tried it.. now i'm depressed.

You Are Ready to Get Married

You've done more than dream about the dress and the honeymoon In fact, you spend a good deal of your time thinking about what makes a relationship work And from your answers, it looks like you have the skills to say "I Do" and mean it You've dated enough, learned your fair share, and you're ready to settle down.

Are You Ready To Get Married?

Am i really ready? Are you ready? well for now lets change the topic and see what my monster name is...

Your Monster Profile

Basilisk Hitchhiker You Feast On: Tofu You Lurk Around In: Nude Beaches You Especially Like to Torment: Lawyers

cute le...

Classic! who i was in my past life? Whoohooo..assasin man...

In a Past Life...

You Were: An Evil Assassin. Where You Lived: Poland. How You Died: Buried alive.

Life In Full Technicolour

Life In Full Technicolour™ is closing?? It can't be happening! nooooooooooo... my only past time of entertainment! Where people runaway from work pressure to hang out and chat with friends! Don't please! dont!

The guys suffering

Here are the pics (stolen frm Ah Mengs blog) of worthwhile our work was and how enjoyable it was seeing our boys suffer...muahahaha


Yes we are ready... You can't bang open the door. ANg pao first!RM 888.88
The guys: WAH.. break the door also not that expensive! Show us the bride

After a long time of debating, we let them in for RM 188.88. (as agreed by the girls lowest we will go is that amount knowing thats the most they will pay).. and the game begins.

When they walked in, they were so scared they actually u-turned back out. So this is what happened :-


All the guys had to wear a plastic bag over thier head..(even the camera man)

Vig seems happy with his new mask..

Friends that are willing to go thru thick and thin with you Zach!



After all, the bride is Japanese.. Training!!



Hmmmm...find a partner.. carry him and drink! What i meant...



Hmmm... Need more sisters... Ian ian!! Roby!!!
The guys.. lemar lai la lai la...


Chi mui!!

ps: Ian was hot!


---------------after 10 obstacle course------------------------------------


They got what they came for...


You can't imagine how sleepy and grumpy we were we just walked into an empty coffee shop to eat.

Zach's Wedding

This are only a few pics... More to come later

Taken from Ah Soon's camera.

Me and Na-o-mie at the registration counter recieving ang paos..

The Gang getting ready for the Ceremony..si pek hot lor

The Ceremony Begins.....

The Father of the Bride mr.Sakuma and Ms. Hanae Sakuma walks the red carpet towards her future..

The couple...Pastor giving them tips on how to keep the marriage strong.

I now pronounce you Husband and Wife.. You may kiss the bride.
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Why am i there? hey i was proud of my hardwork...WAS!
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The guys...

Thier reaction when thier Gf's told them they wanna be next in line...



The Girls...



And thier evilness...

The Sparkling Moment.. Serious.. Sparkling Juice mar...

Hmong

WTF is a Hmong? damn irritating. Whoever you are.. Thanks for making me day completely fucked up.

MSN conversation goes...

Hmong : Julzzzz me...i just want to say hi.cuz im from US
Juls : Who are you?
Hmong : hehe, you're funny,ur hottt
Juls : Hey stoner! i'm asking you a simple question WHO U?
Hmong : silly butt.. hehe.. i got your eMAIL!!!
Juls : Im in no mood to chat..imma block u now.
Hmong : Sorry dont.. no.. Im from knight online. Baby im sorry, im a jerk. U got BF?
Juls : Reason for adding me is?
Hmong : I add u because im interesting that im not the only asian because i dont want to be alone.
Juls : wtf?
Hmong : hmm, im sorry. Juls...u are sexy. Where u live juls
Juls : Malaysia.SO you vietnamese or chinese?
Hmong : I'm Hmong. Ever heard of that babe
Juls : nope haven't
Hmong : So u frm China?
Juls : WTF? i just told you.

-bye-

Wtf?

WE didn't deserve this

So our 48 hours of no-sleep wasn't good enough? Or was it all forgotten due to the fact someone mentioned "THE PICTURE" and she got mad or depressed.A less than a year relationship with someone is now more important than our years of friendship. To ACTUALLY believe we were that heartless was bad enough, To write that harsh message really wasn't the way. Not after what all we've done. You could at least called, asked, THINK? Don't just let it out on us. Have you ever thought... the only way we could have gotten that picture was from YOU!

Anyways, I've always been a forgiving person but not this time! I may sound mean but even a simple sorry this time can't be acceptable. It ain't so simple now. I didnt need this not after what i'm going thru with my life.

sien

I'm damn bored here sitting in Starbucks,Island plaza with Annie.. Don't wanna work no more.. Get me a job someone PLEASE?