Monday, February 25, 2008

The curse of the crying birthday girl

Ever since I hit 16, I haven't spent a birthday NOT crying. 
I blame it on my parents not giving me the key.... Till today!
Can't blame me for being superstitious about every birthday after that.

I mean something always comes up.
2 years ago it was my family forgetting my birthday and screaming at me.
Last year, I ended up in the hospital due to a fight my friend got into and the "boyfriend" then had to give me our first major argument on phone.
I so dread this year being single, lonely in KL and not much money left.
I mean if i was hot i wouldn't complain being single. I'd still have a lot of attention

Ever since "The Break-up" It feels like I'm cursed to live my life alone. No one is ever interested. Bad news keep flowing, the fact that i have to move out fast - due to my brother quitting his job. With not much money in my pocket. I don't know what's going to happen.
Work has been piling up but I've learned the power to control my patience and not kill someone in the process. I accidentally kicked vig's shoe today and now my toe is bleeding and hurting like crazy.

At last i blog tonight to set free of my minds thoughts.  Well wish me good luck and hope I don't cry this year. sigh....

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Chinese New Year

Gong Xi Fa Chai! ~~
The year of the rat...
No chinese feeling this year. Don't know why.
Haven't been happy in awhile but i always try to think positive. With things i got now.
Career seem to be doing fine.

Can't say much about health, wealth and love life yet.

I did try to go out. Don't think i didn't. I went our... catch up with loads of friends...

I went to see fireworks with my brother
He doesn't look like he is enjoying this
Well 2 can play this game bro.
Then we went to Spice & Rice for wine with TheTB group
While enjoying Jazz music from Adil and the gang
Great soulful music.. But the most impressive picture i took was...
Aiden's feet. Aunt Sue made me laugh when she said
"Aiden plays the piano exactly like how i drive"
Hahahahaha....
It was a pity Meng had toothache and couldn't come.
Don't be disappointed meng. I had stomachache all the way.

The next day, I met up with some high school friends and neighboring high school boys.
Li hui came to join in later...
May the gossiping begin..

I had major fun.. yet until now something still feels missing. Guess i have to find it to know it.
Anyways Gong Xi Fa Chai to everyone!