Koh Tao was good.

Well as most of you know i went to Samui on the 1st.
When we were there, Barbara (ah Gan's mother in law) wanted to take all of us diving.
She paid for everyone but me sipek sui... lai ang (auntie come) so i declined the offer.
So the initial plan was all 8 of them go diving in Koh Tao and meet me on the island.
While i take another boat myself to Koh Tao to meet Andre and Bruno (the portuguese guys i met from Penang)
And taking thier laundry and searching for rooms for them.

So the journey started...

I waited alone at the hotel lobby for the mini van to pick me up.

being vain la

Then the van came...
I got to the Pier.
There were loads of ang mo kao all waiting for boats to Koh Phanggan and Koh Tao.

Then i met the 3 german guys.
The big brother, Little brother and papa

They were very friendly and I was chatting a lot with the big brother Florian.
Well i call him flo lar.. easier.

So on the boat. Everyone was sleeping while me and flo were talking non stop..
And took some pics.exchange emails etc.


Then i arrived Koh Tao.. went with the German guys to the dive shop to check on the others.
Just when i arrived there. The RUDE ppl in the shop just came straight to me and said
"Your friends are all on the way back to Koh Samui now cuz Koh Tao is fully booked"
And ignored me after that.

I was so pissed that they didn't give me a chance to even ask more questions.
So i walked out the shop...
Just in time Andre arrived on his bike.

Suffering i hop on the bike holding my luggage on one hand and thier laundry on the other.
And the bike was a high type of bike not the normal EX5 shit.

The roads in Koh Tao were basically like you are always doing dirt racing.
We reached thier place and i met up with Bruno and made a new friend Myung.
She was damn cool and fun. Korean/Dutch girl :)

So we chilled abit, went for drinks to see the sun set, showered and went clubbing.
So it was me, Myung, Andre, Bruno and 2 more girls.
The thai chick whose name i forgot sorry

Crazy Myung

Beautiful eyes Bruno

Brazillian Nadia

Hot and funny Andre

ermm yours truly

The club was great.. Met some cool people and were chatting abit.

Jap girl with her husband cambodian guy

Canadian Mark and myself

2 sweedish guys whose names i forgot

random pictures

Then they brought me to this club that we had to walk uphill damn far.
I died there and then.
Andre and Bruno were being nice and escorted me up.
I was basically being a pig and didnt have any stamina to walk at all.
Felt so embarassed man. But what to do.
Thai whisky kind of fucked me up and i got drunk.
Major paisay.
But i do recall having a superb view of the island on top.

Then they wanted to leave to the next club,
I couldn't go on anymore so i requested a ride back to the room first.
Somemore unlucky enough i just HAD to twist my ankle on the way walking down.

In total the whole trip was awesome but i felt embarassed with everything.
Went back to Samui to meet the others the next day.
Honestly... it was the best day of my whole trip to Thailand.

Thinking of going back in June before they leave so i can get my diving license.
IF i saved enough money that is... lol

ps: The other nights rocked too but Koh Tao with this group of friends really rocked!

More random pics....

I feel it's really awesome and funny how the world is so small.
We meet ppl from around the world and you meet them again in a totally different country.
I really had fun and i really hope to meet Andre, Bruno and Myung again.
*fingers crossed*

Funny

The first thing when i got to the Thai border last week the sign had the weirdest puntiation in the wrongest place.

NO! Parking

lol...

The ride to Samui was very very suffering but i have to say. It was worth every pain on my back when i reached there.

Having a bomb!

Well I think I've overstayed myself and been having way to much fun that it's time to go back now.

NOOOOOoooooo!!!!

but i have to... I need to start working and stop living off my parents again.

Life is soo unfair you know :(

At Koh Samui

Well I left Penang on Sunday morning 5.30am.

Took a fairly well to Hatyai but then...

It was changed to a stupid van that was so cramped up with boxes

Bah...

anyways enjoying myself here too much.

Photos will be up soon i hope

This picture is sooo...

WRONG!!!



Well anyways Happy Easter! :P

Shouldn't be thinking of...

My life.....

So I'm still looking for a job.

I'm confused about a lot of things now.
I no longer want to see myself in front of the desk no more.

I'm seriously thinking of wanting to study again but yet i need to work to get money.

I've been buming around not doing any good progress in Malaysia.

All I've been doing is sleep, come out with friends for drinks...etc,

making new friends and chilling.

I think both my parents are getting really sick and tired about me.I really dont want to be a pain in the ass daughter but i don't know how to

approach my mom to talk to her about how i feel.
I think I'm getting used to the lazy mode.

Which is bad!

My mind is going crazy thinking about things i shouldn't.

What's happening to me? Is it a phase?

Why am i thinking so much on wanting to have a life i can never have.

Maybe if i try hard enough i might be able to walk out of my situation now

and persue with the things i really want to do.

So much for work and reality of life.

What about relationships.

Am i trying too hard?

Am i thinking too much?
It sure looks like it's a one sided thing though deep inside i know it's not.

Maybe this trip to Koh Samui I'm going next week will make me relax more.

Trying so hard to stop thinking about someone but...

At the moment failing!

New friends...

We were at Glo on ladies night.
as usual we kept on going to get our Free Drinks.
Then 2 hot guys walked in.
whoot whoot! Great eye washer right?


So i told Roby.."Wei go ask them where they are from la. Damn chun la wei"
As usual Roby being his crazy self just stopped them from walking and asked.
"Supp where you guys from man?"
They answered "Portugal"
Robs then said " Hi im Roby these are my friends... bla bla bla... Why don't you join us?"
They did. So made 2 new friends.
I'd usually presume they would be those hi .. bye... people and thats that.
But apparently they are 2 guys with great personality.
Caring, Sensitive and REspectful.
I was seriously surprised.

Anyways we became friends for the last few days they stayed in Penang having loads of fun.
Hope to be meeting them again in Thailand next week.
Andre and Myself

Bruno and Myself

Joanne seems to be scared

Crazy!

TheTB at Prangin!

It all started when Moony said he was having a haircut..
Me, Tucks and Mark were having lunch at Arathi's.
Liew called..
He said he is doing his car at Prangin.

I didn't want to go home yet. C'mon it was like 5pm.
" I just came out! I don't want to go home..."
i told Tucks. He said he would accompany me for awhie but he had to go home for dinner.
Mark wanted to go home to study for work.

So......

Ah liew calls..." Ah ju ah...kia Prangin"
I was like "WTF???? Why Prangin man,,,"
he laughed, "Hahahahha..dunno..chun chun Derek cutting hair here. we bumped into Roby and Meng and Ryan coming wor"
So i told Tuckers we go Prangin..
called meng and..
Meng said " hahhaa lets be Yuppies today man"
We ended up in Starbucks talking about shit and Butterfly!

So TB ppl in Prangin.Previewing a snip clip of TheTB movie.

Tau Eww

Almost all Malaysians would know the "tau eww" saucer right? The kikoman soya sauce?
Of course you do..Some people also put ketchup and chilli.
Well apparently Danish use it as an ashtray


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Ah Gan's future in-laws

Introducing....


The future wife

Tash
The psycho

The future mother in law

Barbara
The cool mom

The young Brother

Luke
The "in his own world" calm boy

The eldest brother

Calvin
The english version of ryan when drunk

Gan i wish you all the best in UK and don't forget your kampung man!

A HELL of a Birthday!

Sat night... Started out well.
Woke up, went to meet Eug and the others and chill.

Started for dinner at Tiffins with the uncle and the others and got really bloated.
After that me and Miki knew we were going to be late for the next appointment for clubbing.
The Uncle suggested "beach" while i say sorry we couldn't.

(Biggest mistake chosen)

At the club it all started well and went on crazily fine.
I was more paying attention to my boyfriend to call to wish me.
Apparently he didn't.
You wouldn't believe the excuse he gave me.
I was majorly disappointed.

The night which i thought would end up well turned out disastrous.
Ended up with Robs with a Lump on his head getting whacked by a baton,
Kel with an open wound on his head (which he was sooo drunk he refused to get it stiched at the hospital),
Cle getting whacked by his own friends,
And a stranger that was sent to the hospital
Badly beaten up
With a bunch of them having blood all over themselves.

This issue hasn't been resolved yet.
When i wake up, i offered to take Kel back to the hospital to get his head stiched back up
Then it would be a dreading day with the family having dinner.
And getting home early to sleep.

Sighs.... What a Hell of a Birthday won't you say? And it's just the beginning of the day
its only been 7 hours..a lot more hours till the birthday ends...
Wonder what other disaster I'm going to bring this year.
It's 7am now so I'm going to sleep most of my birthday away.
maybe then i won't hate myself that much

Haven't been bloggin

Why? Cuz CNY busy with gambling... always a crazy event here. With the heat and all... People can get real crazy..



Psst... Not really fun when u lose... (points at self)

What else lets see...

OH crazy friends calling me... And barbeque party at the beach..

Played crazy games.. including Yoga! lol xD and some were very happy the were even jumping for joy being able to do it.
I didnt bother much though.




Hmmm... but missing of cuz the lovely BF and his family and friends... ermm.. Friend

Back in Penang

yes i am...
Hoping things might change it doesnt.
Coming home was suppose to be confortable. I should be..like a "home sweet home" feeling.. right?
The answer was ... NO!
I mean i was jet lagged. At least give me a few days to get used to it..
Nope he doesnt care. I MUST wake up at 8am/9am to go Visit his godbrother in a different state.
But hey! it doesnt matter what time i sleep. (which im still sleeping at 7am btw)
He thinks i purposely dont want to sleep. He doesnt take NO for an answer.
JET LAG! Something he wont understand i guess.
Here i am blogging at 5.44am cuz i cant sleep and i have to wake up at 8am.
WTF?
Who is he?

DAD!

Back in penang.. Hmph! Not the happiest i was hoping for.
So much drama here... and the heat ain't helping
I WANNA GO BACK DENMARK!!! :( *cries*

Happy Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day...
Here is what i don't get though..

Why are we celebrating?

I mean St.Valentine died today and here we are making it a romantic day.

The guy is dead...shouldn't we be err... not celebrating it?

Here i am in Denmark just woke up..Trying to plan something special for Valentines day

Not like he wants to celebrate it..Just that.. It's an excuse for me to made it special..

One day! I make somethign special and hopefully we spend more time together.

Maybe that's why ppl celebrate it.

Cuz many couples when going out too long together has forgotten how to cherish and etc on the better half.

Hence why the better half (usually women) i recon are the people that took Valentines day so seriously.

The day thier husbands, boyfriends, loved ones would give them extra attention, love and care.

Whatever it is... I just wanna attempt to cook :S something hopefully not burnt

Anniversary

So we celebrated our first time ever anniversary together. Our 2nd year anniversary 2 days ago on Feb the 10th.
It wasn't what i expected but all in all. He really tried and im impressed.
We went to the harbour in the afternoon to take pictures. Mini tour
Then we went home and -_- played game...wow -_-
Then ding! The door bell rings. And walks in is his mom,
With a tray on her hands,,, And 2 lited candles.
Ooooooo
He got his mom to prepare half of the dinner,,
So we had Lasagnette..
Then had beautiful Movenpick Icecream,..
Cuddled to watch movies..
I wish i could share pictures but no uploader.. :D


ps: The Spirit of Broadway was a bomb! but i am too lazy to write a review yet

The spirit of Broadway

WEee...
I'm going for my ever first dance show in DEnmark..

hope ill love it.. Reviews will be up soon after i watch it tonight

I'm coming back

this wednesday :S

How come i dont feel happy?

Bah..life is so unfair! Don't you think?

SHIT!

What can i say i swore. Sorry!
But what I'm going thru now deserves a name. What better than this.
These 2 days are just plain SHIT for me. And it's no ones fault.

Day 1
Wake up at 8.30 am. Get ready, walk to Lone's.
She drives me to the police station to get a visa extension.
When we got there is was jam with other people that wanted to do the same thing i recon.
So we waited...for almost 1 hour. Then it was my turn.
I walked into the room, told the lady my problem and asked for what is to be done.
She gives me a form to fill in and says,
" Ask your bf to fill in this form and also ask him to write a letter attach on the situation"
"Then call this number to see if i send it to CPH will it come back in time"
I did as im suppose to and then left the office.
WAited that long to get a phone number and form.
Dont they have customer service to tell you that anymore?

Day 2
Wake up at 8.15am. showered got ready walked to Lone's.
It starts snowing. And i would like to rephrase myself on loving snow.
I love snow don't get me wrong. but NOT when its snowing and when im walking in wet hair
Freezing my ass off while walking in freezing ground wasnt the best ideal walk a person can have.
So walked slower cuz i was skating already.
Got into Lone's house to see her face didn't look so happy
Something was wrong. First thing she said was,
"Juls you can't stay in Denmark"
Apparently she already helped call them already
They told her im only allowed 90 days in Denmark within 180 days.
If i don't leave before that, I would be banned from Denmark again.
I then called them again.
They told the same thing and the only option the lady could give me was,
"You have to leave Denmark, go london or something for 8 days"
8 DAYS! How can i afford staying in LONDON or anywhere for 8 days alone
So i decided to go to my own plan 2. CALL SIA DK

*toot toot*
Hello bla bla bla...
I told them my situation, they tell me..
"I'm sorry all flights are full"
Duh! As if i didn't know that.
Then she said,
"20th Feb looks like a more promising date to put you on WAITING list"
"Call back tmrw or the day after to see if you got the seat"
So i said,
"okay..but is there any way i could get a confirm seat?? Maybe upgrading my seat?"
Her reply,
"I'm sorry miss, even if you want to pay more to upgrade to 1st class your ticket doesnt allow you to"
What that meant i dont know.
All i know is,
I dont leave Denmark by 20 Feb, I'll be a Illegal immrigant and will be in MAJOR SHIT!

Depressing

I don't know what has become of me these few days but I've felt depressed and i don't know why.
The feeling of sadness has been absorbing all my happiness leaving me blank.
I don't know why or the reason of this depression and it really is making it hard for me to sleep.
Maybe to much problems in my head.

i want to stay here in Denmark to be with Per.. but i can't.
I miss my parents
I miss malaysia
I miss working to earn myself my own living.
I miss driving...
I miss my friends.
I haven't been to church cuz it's not as fun as it is in my own church

But the ironic part is ..

I'm happy that im in Denmark now.
I'm happy to be with the one i love
I'm happy his family all are soo nice to me
I love Christmas
I still say my prayers