So i went to check out my friend Joze's Blog and i couldn't help but click on the
"Am i addicted to blogging?" picture.
I mean I've cut down like at least 80% of my blogging craziness already.
I shouldn't score more than 15% man.

This is my result ... sigh..

Im tagging this i don't care. I want to know on Meng and Ian.

71%How Addicted to Blogging Are You?

Click on the link.. psttt :P

Back to drama in my life ...

Lately, the heartaches and difficulty breathing came back more frequently than usual.
I thought i fell sick and I was too fat hence I'm getting a mild early stages of heart attack.
But hey! I can do gym no problem. That's weird. I remember just last week...


J : "Meng ah! I think I need to go see a doctor"
M : "huh? You sick?"
J : "I think I'm getting a heart attack. I can't am having difficulty breathing and my heart hurts"
M :"Ah JU ah.. you are undergoing the symptoms of depression"
J : "Serious ah? Well i am damn moody lately. Everything seems to be going downfall"

So the conversation went on.....

And it seemed to get worse by the day. From love life to financial to health to work to no life!
Everything seems to add up by the days. I thought bad luck comes in 3?

Lets see...
One, Love life = gone
Two, Financially = negative
Three, Health = Isn't improving
FOUR, Career = Might be jobless in 2 months.
FIVE, Mood = worse it has ever been

That's way too much stress for me. And worse of all, when i thought things couldn't get any worse....

SIX, Back stabbed

I mean c'mon already. Can't people just leave me alone? What have i done to deserve all this?
Gossiping about me is one thing, adding salt and pepper with loads of untrue information is just totally screwed up. Get a life. Stop talking about other peoples.

My heart still aches now and i still think its something to do with my health. I can't sleep till 2 am and wake up at 6.30am and sleep 2 am again the next night.

GAWD i feel like murdering anything now...

*SPLAT* - I killed a mosquito.

Customer Service Team

Here is my great Customer Service Team.
Not all are in the picture but most of the happening ones are here.

From left to right :-

C.Y. Loh : - The future mommy :)
Roselind : - The Tai kar che "big sister"
Stephenie :- The serani :P
Me : The crazy little girl
Chew Yen : The sexy one
Mazilah : Datin
Suraya : The bubbly one

Stuck on you!

I don't know if it's the lack of love in my life,
Or the loneliness,
Or maybe just the SO many weddings i had to attend and been invited that
i have the strongest feeling that i might die alone.
Be a MISS Juliana TAN for the rest of my life.

It's not that I don't believe i can't meet someone in future.
It's I don't know if i can open up to someone new...
I'm really still stuck on him. I really can't move on.
He tells me he has moved on.. I haven't

My heart has been aching for a long time now, my tears have been holding in for so long. I mean I SERIOUSLY am trying to be strong. Why did you think i only burst out in tears ONCE? I mean c'mon, You don't burst on in tears ONE time for someone you truly love and thought you wanted to spend the rest of your life with him.
I could cry for the stupidest things like losing a pen or watching a movie.

I still love him, no doubt about it. I'm a fool, call it whatever you want.
This is the emotional blogging session. I need something! find me SOMETHING!

This song seems to suit me so much.. sigh! Yes! i can be cheesy when i want to.

Way better than Sesame Street...

Check this out! This is way better than any children tele. Contribution made from Dawn.

Post - It!

If you happen to see this hot funky car in the streets,
Go check the car out. And while you are at it,
Go get some "real" post-it's from the cruisers on a super cheap price in comparisons to the stores with loads of hot hot deals!

Besides, its quality products from 3M...:)

Cheers

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2 Random

Some random pictures stolen from my brother's mobile phone.

What discrimination is this? No Bangladesh workers?
The owner must have had a very bad experience.

Me and my brother are beginning to look more and more alike.
Since he gained weight.. and i maintained mine. lol

What a name for a shop!

So my brother was walking around with his friend at One Utama when there, they bumped into a shop they couldn't take their eyes off.

Deeper and Harder?!?!?!? I mean it sells handbags and hats...
You would think a name like that would be selling something like
condoms, vibrators.. you know.. like "house of condoms"

What does handbags and hats have to do with "deeper & harder"?
Please don't tell me the handbags they sell are "deeper" in size and "harder" in material quality.
Thinking it was bad enough, he turned to the corner to realise.. this!

The company name was Fourskin Sdn Bhd.
WTF?!?!?!
Better they change it to "fore" instead of "four"
They've already gone this far....
Gosh.. I'm wondering was the owner high on something when
he opened this shop and decided to name the company this..

Well if it's attention they want. Yup they sure got it!

Old Friends

Meeting with old Penang friends is always a thrill. Despite how close you were with them or just regular "hi" "bye" friends.

Usually youngsters would have like a regular group they hang out with. And they stick together from 7 am all the way to 1pm...sometimes more..like after school activities and stuff.
I have to admit i wasn't them regular youngsters. I had numerous of groups.
From the "popular girls group" to the "invisible girls group" to the "study all the time girls" to the "notorious group"

I loved to hang out with all of them. (which is why i have so many f#*king weddings to attend)
Anyways.. I had the opportunity to meet up with 3 old friends that i haven't catch up with since primary? i think but we were still in the same school but somehow we became or of a hi bye friend when we turned older.

It started very formally with the usual, "Hi! how are you?" and "So what are you doing now?" and finally "Ooo so you attach or single? When getting married lar", Apparently it's the "age" to talk about getting married-(ALREADY!?!?!) The subject of marriage somehow or rather usually ends up in the who-you-know is married topic. We found out later, not only many our age are married but some divorced, divorced with kid, has a kid but no husband (with bf) and remarried.
GOSH I LOVE GOSSIPS!
Can't blame me man...I'm a women you know. Its in our nature to gossip.

The usual "lim kopi" session ended up late and dinner was included. It was hard at the beginning since i wanted to catch up with Shereen and Joanna yet i also wanted to catch up with David. But you see, the way i talk to David and the way i talk to the girls are different. But it ended up fine..

Anyway here are some pictures of my old old old friends.

ps: Joanna sorry i didn't manage to take a picture with you, Totally forgot i had a camera in my handbag.

Me and Shereen

Me and David

The three of us left (joanne go church for wat lar)

I know im Cheeky :P

My familia

Here! my brother says there isnt any pics of me and him together :P see so handsome :P hehehehe
i love you too bro!

robbed!

Last weekend when i went back for Jovin and Jymmy's registration wedding,

i went back to my home sweet home to find out it wasn't as sweet as i thought it would be.

As expected it was as messy as ever. In my mind it was "wow mom must be damn busy lately"
So i walked into my room to discover everything around my messy room is all dumped on the bed.
I noticed my safe box was also on top of the other junks.. as i walked to it, i noticed it was opened,

"WHERE IS MY ANGPAO?!?!?!?!"

I rushed out of my room and went to mom to ask her.. "Mom, why is my safe outside the cupboard and open and only left with foreign coins? Did you see the angpao filled with cash from around the world?"

Hoping she would have kept it due to a big amount of cash, she replied.."What safe???"
She walked with me to my room and i pointed... "that safe!"
Her reply...."HAr??? never seen that thing before my whole life it wasn't there when i put those things there before"
Pengsan.... There was enough money there to sponsor me a one way trip to Europe..
I was soo mad and stressed but hey.. it wasn't my mom's fault. I should have kept those antic money in a VAULT! So I quietly walked up to the other room being super duper sad.

The next morning i left the house and went on with my journey back to KL. On my way i recieved a call from mom.. "Ah Ju ah.. I think we've been robbed!"
"Robbed??? " i replied...how?

"I thought maybe you dropped the angpao somewhere so i went to clean up a bit here and there. I then realise i lost 3 watches and a lot of your granddad's old old notes. All the wallets in the house drawers all opened"she said
So we got robbed lar! When ?? She didn't know. We had no idea we got robbed when or how.

Bye Bye Europe!