Back in Penang

yes i am...
Hoping things might change it doesnt.
Coming home was suppose to be confortable. I should be..like a "home sweet home" feeling.. right?
The answer was ... NO!
I mean i was jet lagged. At least give me a few days to get used to it..
Nope he doesnt care. I MUST wake up at 8am/9am to go Visit his godbrother in a different state.
But hey! it doesnt matter what time i sleep. (which im still sleeping at 7am btw)
He thinks i purposely dont want to sleep. He doesnt take NO for an answer.
JET LAG! Something he wont understand i guess.
Here i am blogging at 5.44am cuz i cant sleep and i have to wake up at 8am.
WTF?
Who is he?

DAD!

Back in penang.. Hmph! Not the happiest i was hoping for.
So much drama here... and the heat ain't helping
I WANNA GO BACK DENMARK!!! :( *cries*

Happy Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day...
Here is what i don't get though..

Why are we celebrating?

I mean St.Valentine died today and here we are making it a romantic day.

The guy is dead...shouldn't we be err... not celebrating it?

Here i am in Denmark just woke up..Trying to plan something special for Valentines day

Not like he wants to celebrate it..Just that.. It's an excuse for me to made it special..

One day! I make somethign special and hopefully we spend more time together.

Maybe that's why ppl celebrate it.

Cuz many couples when going out too long together has forgotten how to cherish and etc on the better half.

Hence why the better half (usually women) i recon are the people that took Valentines day so seriously.

The day thier husbands, boyfriends, loved ones would give them extra attention, love and care.

Whatever it is... I just wanna attempt to cook :S something hopefully not burnt

Anniversary

So we celebrated our first time ever anniversary together. Our 2nd year anniversary 2 days ago on Feb the 10th.
It wasn't what i expected but all in all. He really tried and im impressed.
We went to the harbour in the afternoon to take pictures. Mini tour
Then we went home and -_- played game...wow -_-
Then ding! The door bell rings. And walks in is his mom,
With a tray on her hands,,, And 2 lited candles.
Ooooooo
He got his mom to prepare half of the dinner,,
So we had Lasagnette..
Then had beautiful Movenpick Icecream,..
Cuddled to watch movies..
I wish i could share pictures but no uploader.. :D


ps: The Spirit of Broadway was a bomb! but i am too lazy to write a review yet

The spirit of Broadway

WEee...
I'm going for my ever first dance show in DEnmark..

hope ill love it.. Reviews will be up soon after i watch it tonight

I'm coming back

this wednesday :S

How come i dont feel happy?

Bah..life is so unfair! Don't you think?

SHIT!

What can i say i swore. Sorry!
But what I'm going thru now deserves a name. What better than this.
These 2 days are just plain SHIT for me. And it's no ones fault.

Day 1
Wake up at 8.30 am. Get ready, walk to Lone's.
She drives me to the police station to get a visa extension.
When we got there is was jam with other people that wanted to do the same thing i recon.
So we waited...for almost 1 hour. Then it was my turn.
I walked into the room, told the lady my problem and asked for what is to be done.
She gives me a form to fill in and says,
" Ask your bf to fill in this form and also ask him to write a letter attach on the situation"
"Then call this number to see if i send it to CPH will it come back in time"
I did as im suppose to and then left the office.
WAited that long to get a phone number and form.
Dont they have customer service to tell you that anymore?

Day 2
Wake up at 8.15am. showered got ready walked to Lone's.
It starts snowing. And i would like to rephrase myself on loving snow.
I love snow don't get me wrong. but NOT when its snowing and when im walking in wet hair
Freezing my ass off while walking in freezing ground wasnt the best ideal walk a person can have.
So walked slower cuz i was skating already.
Got into Lone's house to see her face didn't look so happy
Something was wrong. First thing she said was,
"Juls you can't stay in Denmark"
Apparently she already helped call them already
They told her im only allowed 90 days in Denmark within 180 days.
If i don't leave before that, I would be banned from Denmark again.
I then called them again.
They told the same thing and the only option the lady could give me was,
"You have to leave Denmark, go london or something for 8 days"
8 DAYS! How can i afford staying in LONDON or anywhere for 8 days alone
So i decided to go to my own plan 2. CALL SIA DK

*toot toot*
Hello bla bla bla...
I told them my situation, they tell me..
"I'm sorry all flights are full"
Duh! As if i didn't know that.
Then she said,
"20th Feb looks like a more promising date to put you on WAITING list"
"Call back tmrw or the day after to see if you got the seat"
So i said,
"okay..but is there any way i could get a confirm seat?? Maybe upgrading my seat?"
Her reply,
"I'm sorry miss, even if you want to pay more to upgrade to 1st class your ticket doesnt allow you to"
What that meant i dont know.
All i know is,
I dont leave Denmark by 20 Feb, I'll be a Illegal immrigant and will be in MAJOR SHIT!

Depressing

I don't know what has become of me these few days but I've felt depressed and i don't know why.
The feeling of sadness has been absorbing all my happiness leaving me blank.
I don't know why or the reason of this depression and it really is making it hard for me to sleep.
Maybe to much problems in my head.

i want to stay here in Denmark to be with Per.. but i can't.
I miss my parents
I miss malaysia
I miss working to earn myself my own living.
I miss driving...
I miss my friends.
I haven't been to church cuz it's not as fun as it is in my own church

But the ironic part is ..

I'm happy that im in Denmark now.
I'm happy to be with the one i love
I'm happy his family all are soo nice to me
I love Christmas
I still say my prayers